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Subject: naughty secrets Hi guys, this story is partly a fiction. If some events can be true, things weren’t as fast as I described them in the story. If I was a boy willing to play with other boys and men, I think it’s not necessary for an adult to look for a kid. If reading a story like mine offends you, please don’t, if you like this kind of stories, enjoy. Don’t forget to donate to ! Part 1 I guess I always knew who I was, what I wanted. My name is Tom, today I’m 19 and I’d like to tell about my story. As a kid I only was curious about other boys and men. I took every chance I got to check on their body and especially their private parts. If at first I could only peek the sight of abs and boner’s shape, school and especially swim class got me the opportunity to satisfy my need to watch their nakedness. My curiosity had been caught by some of my classmates when I was nine, that led me to some action and soon I was known as the school’s cocksucker. It began when two boys laughed at me because of my tiny cock and because of the way I watched their boy’s prick after everyone left the locker, when I didn’t fought the word `faggot’ and when they understood I still tried to watch their hardening prick, they dared me to suck them. I remember I didn’t thought twice and quickly fell on my knees, afraid they would freaked out and push me away, to taste my first cocks until they had their dry cum. They left saying I better not tell anyone if I wanted to live, I didn’t care, it felt good to have a boy’s meat down my mouth. First I thought it would bring some issues but some days later they both came to me and asked if I would like to follow them in their house to suck their cocks. Of course I did, I really wanted to. I did everything they asked me. I didn’t had a lot of friends so I would have done everything to please them. They showed me gay porn and we they made me things we discovered. Because they were unable to cum, they made me swallow their piss. I always was naked and had to show off my body, especially my ass and my boyhole. They kind of trained me to obey every command and to be proud to show my most private body parts. At first I wasn’t sure about expose myself that way, so I was surprised to quickly get used to spread my legs to show them my asshole, to act like a little girl who almost begged for boys to touch her clit, to be willing to get down on my hands and knees on a bed and arch my back to give a good view of my cherry when I sucked one of them. My crush licked my ass several times when we were alone, on his command I also licked his and his body from head to toe. They commanded me to finger fuck me several time but the most we did was me sucking their cock anytime they needed it. Sometimes they brought friends and I had to do what they asked me, that’s how I learned to serve boy’s I didn’t liked. Oddly I liked to please boys I didn’t like on a sexual way. Soon I daily sucked boys’ cock from 8 to 11. I guess it was odd for some people to see me follow a different boy instead of going home. My parents were so happy I had friends that they never asked me to explain everything I did with them or who it was because they thought I had one or two friends. Instead I had plenty and they all wanted their cock sucked instead of playing videogames. Some liked to touch my body, the older they were, the more they wanted to finger my boyhole. Several fucked me but to be honest the fingerfuck work prevented me to really feel something. Somehow I had been caught at school by teachers while I blew some classmates. My parents and I met the headmaster and in front of me he told them everything I did. `Your son had his pant off, he was on his knees and spread his asscheeks for a boy to finger his ass while your son eagerly moved his mouth up and down another boy’s most private part. This boy is Rodrick and you know his father’s opinion, your son’s behavior could bring us all troubles, so I ask you to shut your son’s mouth and ass before the all school hear about his sins’ My parents believed in something but weren’t as religious as their own parents. They told my headmaster they were concerned about my behavior and that they had to severely punish me for my sins. I felt really bad and I knew I had to take it in front of my headmaster. When we got home my dad was quiet, I knew he was angry. My mom came to my bedroom and told me I had to be careful when I do those things, she told me it was good for me to enjoy life but it had to be like a secret life. It can sound weird but my parents knew part of my obsessions because some weeks ago I caught them in an unconventional way. As far as I can remember they had some big parties through the year, there were some of our family members, some of my parents’ friends and friends of their friends. That weekend I knew mom’s best friend, grandpa who I didn’t knew well because he lived far from us and Paul, dad’s nephew. To be honest I never got a lot of memories of these parties, I always got tired too quickly to enjoy it and woke up once every guest left the house. It was an adult reunion so I found it pretty boring, there were few teens but they all ignored me. Like always I got tired before we finished diner and I remember my dad carrying me in my bedroom. I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange feeling, it was like flying, I wanted to laugh and I needed to drink and eat something. At first it was like the house slept, I totally forgot there was a party and it not sounded like there was one. As I approached the living room I heard noises like moans, I giggled as I moved on. I froze when I entered the living room and found all grown up of the party naked and pleasing each other. I was in my mind, I could feel my mouth watering and my tiny cock got hard. I was shocked when my eyes stopped on my teenage cousins who had sex with older men or women. No one paid attention to me so I think I watched them lick, kiss and fuck each other some minutes before I noticed my grandpa, next to my mom who sat up and down a stranger’s cock while my dad licked mom’s best friend’s pussy. I was mesmerized by those men cocks I could see but only my grandpa caught my interest. He hold a guy’s head and pushed it back and forth on his cock. I was dizzy, I watched my grandpa’s face and saw he looked at me closely, I stepped back with the fear he would yield at me, but he slightly licked his lips as he moved his body and the guy’s head a way which allowed me to get a better view of what happened. I recognized the guy and it was Paul, dad’s nephew, he was barely 18. Paul looked at grandpa the whole time he sucked his cock, he was on his hand and knees over a table and before he could understand it a new friend of my dad went between his legs to shove his cock down Paul’s ass. Paul just moaned and spread his ass check to allow him a better access. I was amazed of how easily he could take a cock in both ends and how he seemed to love to be used by other men. I knew I wanted to be like him. Grandpa watched me the whole time, even when a guy caught me watching. The guy stopped to fuck a chick’s pussy and quietly came to me. Because another guy came to fuck her hole the chick didn’t even noticed the one who fucked her left. It was Jeffrey, one of my mom’s closest friend. I always found him cute and wondered how he looked like naked. I couldn’t be more pleased when I saw his athletic body move close to me, his cock was rock hard and for some second it was just in front of me. Then he got on one knee and asked me `hey buddy what are you doing down there, did you drank all your orange juice before you went to bed?’ I didn’t knew what to say or where to look at, my eyes caught dicks everywere and my ears listened to erotic moans. I mumbled a `yeah’, he looked released and said, `cool… don’t worry buddy it’s a sleepwalk, tomorrow you will not remember what happened tonight, I’m sure you’re not realizing you are awake right?’… no answer for me so he added with a smile `come on I will bring you to bed’. As he spoke he stood up, his cock was still hard, he approached his cock one inch from my face, I could smell his man scent. He spoke slowly to enjoy the sight of me looking at his cock and in his eyes at the same time. I don’t know why I only wanted to touch his cock. He was bigger than any of my friend, I wanted to taste a man’s cock but never thought it was possible. My wish to see a grown up’s cock came true, maybe because I was drugged I moved my hand on his cock from the base of his shaft to his leaking precum cockhead before it moved away from me. I saw the shock in his eyes and face when I touched him and brought my fingers leaking precum to my mouth. He quickly looked around told me to follow him in the kitchen if I wanted to touch it more. He left and I turned around to look at my grandpa who was about to fuck Paul, he still watched me and when we made eye contact he blinked an eye, smiled at me, waved his head to the kitchen and silently told me to go there. uşak escort Paul caught grandpa’s distraction and when he saw me, he smiled at me as he took grandpa’s cock in his hand to slightly stroke it. No time to see the oral way he was about to suggest, I ran to the kitchen before that guy decided to leave it. I was surprised to see he was waiting for me naked, against the fridge rubbing his rock hard cock and nipples. When I came close to him he took my shoulders and pushed me on the fridge. I guess I had a stupid look on my face, the world could have collapsed, I only had eyes and mind for his leaking precum cock. At first I thought he was pissing but the smell of that piss made my mouth watering. `ok boy, I see you are curious… usually I’m not doing this kind of things but if you don’t remember tomorrow let’s try… come one pretty boy you can touch it like you did before if … holy whore you are hungry ` His smell turned me on I don’t know why, so I grabbed his cock, opened my mouth and took his juicy cockhead inside my mouth while he spoke. Even surprised he couldn’t help to push his average man’s cock the deeper he could down my throat. Maybe I was still young enough to have some gag reflex but even I, was surprise to feel his cock invade my throat that easily. He only performed a few back and forth, then moved his cock out of my mouth and told me to jerk him off. He placed his hand over mine and stroke his dick. He looked deep in my eyes `you like to feel a man’s cock right? Do you want a special treat?’ Of course I loved to feel a man’s cock in my hand even if I didn’t understood everything that happened because I was still in some kind of trance I said the only thing I had in my mind `please give me your cum’. I saw a lot of cum in porn vids and I always wanted to taste it. Some boy I sucked shoot some drop of cum but I always wanted more of it, like those guys in vids who had their face covered with cum. I wanted the special treat and knew what it was so I opened my mouth. `Shit you know what you’re doing fucking faggot… I’m about to cum boy, if you want your treat open your mouth wider… yeah like that baby… ohhh fuck yeah, that’s what makes you a very special boy… swallow… feel the cum over your face babe, cum created you, you have to honor it… keep your eyes open even if cum is all over them slut.. oh fuck it boy you came for it….’ When I opened my mouth wider he shoot one huge load of cum right in my mouth and another half in my mouth half all over my head, then he pushed his cock head over my nose and I felt cum invade it. He hold tight his cock when he told me to keep his cum in my mouth when he’ll shoot again. I opened my mouth as wide as I could and right after I received 4 more loads of hot sperm all over my face and in my mouth. It was hard to open my eyes because of the cum but I did as I was asked to until I surrender myself to cock for life when he choose to finish his orgasm down my throat. I literally couldn’t breathe, gagged a lot and expelled part of his cum by my nose. He hold my head until he was fully done, pushed his cock out of my mouth, grabbed my dizzy head and told me with a smile `Your mother was right, she thinks you will be a cocksucker, but you already is a faggot. She asked me to wait for you to reach eleven to show off my body and cock to see how you would react, but I can see you already know what you want’. As he spoke he shoved his cock in my mouth, he slowly went back and forth. I looked at him as I sucked on his cock, his words turned me on because he was right, I always knew I was a faggot and I liked it. I did my best not to gag on his cock when it got hard again, I loved the way he hold my hair and the way he slowly moved his body to shove his cock slowly down my throat until my nose was buried in his pubic hairs. I could still feel his cum dripping on my face, I looked at him like those submissive guys I watched on porn. I had no other will than to worship his cock. I blew him a while until he took his dick out of my mouth to lift me over the kitchen table. He took all my clothes off, raised my legs, put them at my head’s side and told me to hold them. It felt great to expose my hole to him like that. In no time he bent over to eat my hole. It was the louder moan I ever had to that point. It was not the tiny lick from a boy’s tongue, it was a real man who ate my boy pussy like he was starving. He spat on my hole, I could feel a good part of his tongue penetrate my virgin hole. He worked my ass for a while. I quickly begged him to fuck me, I asked many time, he took his time before he moved on the table to align his cock with my hole. He asked me if I was sure, I said yes and he pushed his cock in my pussy. After a moan of relief I asked for more, I wanted all of his cock. I felt no pain that night because of the drug, his cock deep in my ass was like a vital need I couldn’t escape it. I felt his strength over me, I looked at this beard man who slipped his arm behind my head to hold me tight. He leaned and kissed me deep when his pubic hairs hit my ass. His tongue taste alcohol but I eagerly kissed him back. Then he intensively looked at me `You look like your mother the first time I fucked her. She was hot but boy you are hotter, your ass is a gift… I’m gonna seed you with my cum…’ As he spoke he fucked me harder, I moaned, I even screamed in pleasure as I rubbed his chest and hairy abs. I don’t know why but I looked at the door and saw a man standing. I saw he hold a phone, I knew he taped us. I was horny, far from frightened, I just looked at him in the shadow and noticed he probably jerked off. I noticed that guy seconds before mom’s close friend told me he was about to cum. He hold me tight, kissed me and blasted his cum deep inside me. We kissed a little more, he kept his cock deep in my ass until it was soft, then he naturally said `don’t go anywhere I’ll be back soon’. I was a little numb, my throat was in fire, my ass too, the man in the shadow disappeared so I thought I imagined him, many thoughts were running in my mind as I tried to define the taste of cum. I waited less than a minute before he came back. He wiped my face and ass with what he brought back and put it in my hand. `right boy, if tomorrow you wonder why your throat and ass is burning, my brief covered of my cum I just collected on your face and ass will be a clue… too bad you will not remember…’ Then he just took me in his arms and led me in my bedroom. I can confess I smelled his brief to find my way to sleep. It was funny how a grown up convinced himself I was drug, I wasn’t really and I wanted all of what happened and I knew the dirty boxer would be my new toy. I woke up earlier than usual the next day. I remembered every single things. My throat and ass were still in fire but it kind of felt good, I was a real man. I carefully hid the dirty brief in my stuff and went downstairs for breakfast. When I entered the kitchen I got a boner at the sight of the fridge I was against to receive my first loads of cum and the table where my mom’s best friend popped my cherry the night before. Luckily for me there was only my mom who cooked breakfast and my grandpa in his newspapers. Because I knew most people left early in the morning I was safe to get my boner and quickly sit at the table. Mom noticed me and asked me why I was up so early, she checked my forehead and asked if I felt sick. My grandpa looked at me and slightly nodded yes, so I guess it was right to pretend I was. She gave me some medicines and asked my grandpa to check I took them before she quickly left to clean the living room. Grandpa took my pills and told me I had a good move by lying. I didn’t knew what to say. I ate my breakfast when suddenly he asked me `how did it end up last night here?’ I was surprised by his question and was saved by mom who walked in the kitchen with Thomas, her friend who fucked me, to drink a coffee. Grandpa smiled and returned to his newspapers. I remained silent and watched my grandpa who resume to read his newspapers, and Thomas who sat next to him. Thomas quickly drank his coffee and told mom he needed before he left the house. I was impressed because he acted as if nothing happened the night before. Mom started to wash dishes so I watched grandpa. For the first time I saw him like a man I’d like to play with, not like a family member. His robe was slightly open and I could see his hairy pectorals, he had grey hair but still got a young face for his age, damned why I found him so hot that morning? When I finished my breakfast my mom cleaned dishes so, still with my boner, I dared to go over grandpa’s shoulder to whisper in his ear `I touched his penis and his balls while he pushed his penis in my mouth…he put my hand over his and he move them faster on his penis above my face until he shoot a warm stuff in my mouth and all over my head… it was too much for him so he pushed his cock all the way down my throat, I van escort gagged and some of his cum came out of my nose… he made me suck on his cock until it got hard again and lift me over this table to fuck me deeper and deeper until he burst his load in me, then he wiped my face and ass with his brief and gave it to me… it was so cool to feel his cock inside me…’ As I spoke I could see my grandpa’s bulge hardening through his robe. He looked around and asked quietly `did you liked it?’ I moaned a `yeah’. Like a reward he opened his bathrobe to let me see his giant hard cock. I gasped, because my mom was too busy with her dishes I dared to touch grandpa’s penis, and bent over to suck of the tip of his cock but he raised my head after I tasted it and told me in the ear `you better go to clean yourself, I bet your mom can smell the cum from you’ I was confused but did what I was told. I had my own shower but headed to the guest’s one. Nearby the bathroom’s door I heard someone moving in the bathtube. I wondered who was in it, I was horny so I looked through the entrance, there was light but no noises. I slowly pushed the door when I heard `there is someone in here’. I tried to look in it as I said `sorry I thought it was empty… sorry…’ `It’s ok buddy James here, what did you need?’ `Uh.. I needed a shower…’ `ok I’m almost done’ James was dad’s friend from work, he was the one who took his turn to fuck a chick when Thomas came to me when he caught me watch them fuck. I didn’t knew him well but he always played a little with me when he was around. He was in his 40s, had grey and black hair, a big beard and from what I saw he was hairy everywhere. As we spoke I spied on what was going on through the slightly open door. I understood he took a bath and enjoyed the warm water. I tried to catch him but I couldn’t see him. When he last spoke to me I saw his dick coming above the bath tube. It was like if he knew I was watching and like if he wanted me to see it. I watched a little more as I tried to say I was sorry, he said nothing and slowly jerked his cock. I got hard and brave enough to say `can I come to wash my hands?’. First no answer then a deep yes. When I came in the room I briefly looked at him. He had a warm smile and looked very strong and hairy but his cock wasn’t on sight. I washed my hands and tried to look at him discreetly in the mirror. I had a full view of the bathtub, I froze when I saw him with his legs wide open and slowly stroking his cock. He looked at me through the mirror, still with a devilish smile. I dared to take off my pant and to spread my ass cheeks, it felt so good to show off like that in front of a naked horny man. I looked at his cock and heard him ask `Yesterday I saw you touched Thomas’ cock before you both left… do you want to touch mine?’ I came to him and hold his cock in my hand, I slowly jerked it and enjoyed the skin contact. I heard him moan as he deeply looked at me. I saw his eyes begging for me to suck his cock. I saw in his eyes I hold the power over him just with my hand on is cock. I knew he was mine so I bent over to suck his cock. He moaned a `fuck yes suck it boy’ and put his wet hand over my head to push it deep on his cock while he fingered my ass with his other hand. His cock tasted good but his fingers turned me on, I dropped his cock out of my mouth and begged `please fuck me sir…’. He looked surprised but licked his lips and said `you better not ask for this kind of things or I’ll screw you’. The natural thing I said while I kissed his cockhead was `please do it daddy’. With an evil grin he stood and got off the bathtub. He lifted me in the air and my legs crossed on his back. He hold me with one arm and with his free hand he pushed his cock in my boyhole. While he pushed my back on the wall he looked at me and told me `there is no going back’. No time to answer anything he pushed it deep in me. His hands covered my screams. He didn’t care and shoved his whole 6 inches inside my boy pussy, I couldn’t speak but he spoke a lot while he fucked me `Like mother like son, you already need to be used… you like my cock in your pussy son? You like when daddy plays with you boy’s clit? Take it bitch you deserved to be used like the fag you are…’ First it hurt but then my screams turned to moans, when it happened he kissed me deeply and came deep inside my hole. He made me suck him clean and told me to leave and not to tell anyone like good boys do after they has been used. I left, happy I served another man. I took a shower in my bathroom and went downstairs, grandpa was still in his robe, in the living room. Every grown up left were here and prepared to leave the house. A couple of hours later everyone was gone. Because mom and dad drove some people to the train station I was home alone for an hour with grandpa who was in the bathroom. I ran into my bedroom, stripped naked and smelled the dirty brief while I laid on my bed to touch my opened hole. I buried my face to feel the still wet cum over the fabric I heard a noise from my door. I turned around and saw grandpa still in his robe, his body and hair wet from the shower he took. I strangely felt ok to be naked in front of him and when I noticed him I spread my legs a little further for him to see my boyhole like I saw some chicks do the night before. `You are wonderful my boy, I like your natural way to give a good view of your ass, I knew what you needed, I did good when I stopped you to drink your special orange juice… now it’s time for you to show me what you did last night?’ He came to me as he spoke, he opened his robe and let it fell on the floor, and he was already hard. I didn’t waited for his last word to touch his cock, when his full focus was on me I told him `I took his penis in my hand and then I do this before he changed his mind’ then I started to suck his cock. `Good boy… did he liked it?’ `Umh umh’ his big cockhead in my mouth prevent me from speaking. `rub my balls Tommy, try to go slow and deep… that’s right, it’s the way to suck a man’s cock… lick my shaft.. lick my balls… on your hands and knees and arch your back…” I did everything I was told, once on my hand and knees he bend over and rubbed my ass cheeks and ran his fingers over my crack as he moaned `You are a fucking hot… I knew you would be a natural faggot… do you play with other boys?’ `yes, with several classmates… can you slap my face with your dick like them?’ `hell yeah you are a naughty boy… do you like my heavy cock crashing on your face boy?’ `yes grandpa’ `Good faggot… from now I want you to get any chance you got to suck boy’s cock, I want you to be naughty … I’ll give you my ipad for you to watch funny things between men… I will taught you everything to please them.’ `will you really give me your ipad ?! I’ll do whatever you want to thank you’ `Be a good faggot and smell this’ I felt proud of every word he said to me because of the love he had in his voice. He opened his hand and showed me the bottle he hid. He opened it and told me to take a deep breath. I immediately felt a warm wave through my body and I needed to suck his cock some more badly. To please him I tried to suck more of his cock but it was too big for me to handle it, so, when he was tired of my soft blow, he grabbed my head and pushed it in my throat who still burned from the night before. The poppers he gave me made me lose control and I let him rape my throat, in some kind of strange ways it felt very rght to let him fuck my mouth. I gagged and spat a lot of saliva, when he let me take some air he strongly slapped my face with his meat tool. I could feel my face covered with his precum and my mouth, I moaned a lot and fell on his cock once I got enough air. All of sudden he groaned and told me he was about to cum. He bend over and shoved more of his shaft inside my throat as he grabbed my ass and shoved two of his fingers covered with his saliva in my boy hole. I moaned and arched my back when I felt his cock throb in my throat. Like the night before I shocked and cum drop from my nose. He also covered my face with his cum before he took his boxer short from his robe’s pocket to clean my head and give it to me as a gift. After I pulled my mind together grandpa was fully clothed, he gave me the ipad and some explanations about how to hide it or use it. Unfortunately few minutes later my parents got back and grandpa left the house. Before he left he told me not to drink orange juice during these party if I wanted to stay awake. His advice allowed me to stay up when the next party was on. That day two teen boys caught me spying on what was on. They quickly asked me if I wanted to touch their cock, I did, I also sucked on them until mom walked by and caught us. I was kind of surprised when she didn’t mention the fact that one of the teen started to fuck me and when she advised we should go in my room. No time for my new friends’ cock to move out of my holes yalova escort that dad came in and seemed to be surprised to find me like that. Like everyone he was naked and hard but said nothing and left with my mom. The next day dad was disappointed to learn that I tended to like cocks. During several weeks he tried to interest me on pussy but every movie he showed me had no effects. That’s why we visited one of his friends who had a daughter. She was older than me. I remember we were in the living room when dad asked me to sit in front of him on the floor. His friend told his daughter to sit on my dad lap and when she was on dad lift her dress. She had no underwear and dad rubbed her pussy, he shoved some fingers in it and taught me how to give pleasure to her. He instructed me on how to lick her pussy and I had to do it. I also fingered her and when my dad thought I liked it he told us to go in her room to play some more. Once in her room she told me she knew I was gay but she had an idea to make me hard. She gave me one of her dress she told me to put on while she put my own clothes on her. She told me to pretend to be a girl and she would be a boy. I was surprised to end up on a chair, with my legs spread up in the air as she was on her knees to lick my ass and suck my cock. When she shoved two fingers in my hole while she jerked me, our dads came in. When she saw them she didn’t stopped, looked at my dad and said `there is no hope for him his totally gay sir…’, then she said to his dad, `will your friend fuck me even if I failed?’ I could see dad was angry, when she finished her sentence he came to us, lift the girl over the chair I was in, he positioned me right under her pussy and once he took off my pant she wore, he took his cock out, spat on it several time to lube it. Some of his spit fell on my face and I know he spat one time right on my face on purpose, but I kind of liked it. With no care he fucked the girl over me, I missed nothing of his cock invade her and when they came both of their fluids were dripping on me. Her dad looked at us and jerked off his cock until he came. When we left his friend, dad remained silent and never tried to introduce me to other girls. I guess he talked to my mom because the next day when we were alone at home mom made a tea and we had our first serious talk `look honey, I know what happened with Thomas, he came to me the day after our party to confess what he did… don’t worry baby it’s ok, I’m even proud of you, he was impressed… I wished I had a daughter for him to pop her cherry, I’m glad you did like a good daughter. I think I knew you were into men that’s why I let you have fun with your friends, it would have been easier if your dad didn’t found out it but that’s ok. I talked to him and you are free to do whatever you want as long as daddy isn’t home. I was like you when I was a little girl, I know you need to play with men, I first wanted a girl to share my love of men, I’m happy we will share that love together…’ Mom asked me many things about everything I did. I never spoke of James because I promised but I told everything else. It was cool to be so close with mom that we talked about guys we saw when we were downtown. Mom even let me see Thomas for men to boy’s fun. One time she even looked at us the whole time he fucked me. What really surprised me was when she told Thomas to fuck me harder, to push his cock deeper in my mouth, to use me like a whore. It felt I could be who I wanted to be, mom bought me all kind of stuff girly make up, she provide me dress, skirt, G-strings, I acted like her daughter when dad was at work even sometimes when we were out of the house. Dad caught me one day playing with some Barbie and my Tina’s (the name mom gave me) outfit. That night he fought with mom but the next day he came to me and allowed me to be a girl one day a week if I acted like a boy whole time left. I agreed and thanked him, I knew he loved me and I guess he would have liked to share things with me the way mom did when I played her daughter. I think the Ipad grandpa gave me didn’t help me to cool down my sex investigation. He saved for me some gay porn websites, I learned about sissy’s habits, grandpa downloaded skype to keep in touch and from time to time at night I put my cam on for him. As he requested, I always was naked, sometimes we played game and I had to take dirty pose for him. He choose when I was allowed to see him on cam and what I was allowed to watch. But I did everything he told me. We talked a lot about my needs, he taught me what a fag was and what to do to become one. I told him every time I sucked cocks, he pushed me to tell my friends they could play with my ass and some did. The first time I proudly showed him my hole after my two best friends fucked me. Sex was on my mind every time, when I met someone I thought about his cock, when I walked in the street I only watched men’s bulge and thought about every one of them in my ass and mouth. I wanted a life of sex, I wanted to be used and abused like those twinks I watched every nights and days. Maybe that’s why I was more daring and got caught at school. Even if I didn’t regret it, I felt bad for my parents who were humiliated by my headmaster. They removed me from that school and I studied at home with a woman who came to teach me every morning. Dad told me he would find a good school for me but I had to wait the new school year. I guess my behavior changed some things between mom and dad or maybe it was because I was at home every day but they fought a lot about everything and when dad told us we had to move for his work mom refused to leave the life she had for dad’s job. They fought a lot until dad asked for divorce. Because he was the one who had money she left within a month… without me. Oddly, my grandpa, who was mom’s father, thought it was a good thing to be alone with dad, he even told me I could seduce him. First I thought that was weird, I couldn’t imagine my father as a man who could fuck me or who will accept me for what I wanted. Dad was afraid mom turned me into a girl and made sure she will leave without me. It hurt me when mom left me alone, I thought my dirty behavior was the reason she dropped us, dad became stricter so I tried to forget about my desire to touch another cock. Dad kindly allowed me to keep the girl’s day, he even called me Rebecca (the name I choose when I was dressed like a princess) from time to time and played tea time with me. To please him I did my best to be a real boy when I had too, I saw he was sad but he still was that funny old man he always have been. Two months after they divorced we moved at the other side of the country for daddy’s work. Our new town was smaller, the house bigger. I liked our new house because of the swimming pool, and maybe because of our new neighbor. When he came to welcome us he told us he was a cop, single, quiet and always willing to help if we needed anything. He was the first black man I saw in real life, he had a warming smile, black hair and a great strong body. I knew it because I caught him working out in his garden, my bedroom’s window was also face to his and thanks to some binoculars I found I spied on him from time to time. I pulled my lights off and watched him undress before he went to sleep. Luckily for me he had no curtains, I could enjoy his sight anytime he was home. He literally became the subject of my fantasies, I saw black men on vids but never that close. I saw him undress many night, I saw his tight underwear but never saw his cock. Unfortunately he was quick to go to bed and turned off his light immediately. Dad became friend with him, they drank some beers and talked about their work or man’s stuff. I also could watch him in our pool, he had a very fit body, I think I only saw bodies like his on TV before I met him. Watching a man like him didn’t helped me to cool down my dirty needs. If I tried to stop my desires, I felt the urge to be fucked one night. I took the ipad grandpa gave me and called him on skype. As he required it I was already naked when he hang up. I was surprised when he turned his camera on and I saw him and one of his friend. He looked as old as grandpa and seemed pleased to see me naked with a dildo already moving in my mouth while I fingered my ass to say hello. Of course the dildo I had I stole it from my mom’s stuff before she left. I always like to search for secrets, and my parents had some dirty secrets in their drawer. I knew she would never notice I borrow her some toys and I made sure to hid them in a box dad would let me unpack alone after we moved in the new house. I kept those toys far from me for several weeks because I felt guilty, but our new neighbor was a temptation that get rid of my guilt to replace it by lust. I gave a great show to grandpa and his friend, both showed me their cock and cum. They both looked surprised when I furiously fucked my boy hole with the dildo without a scream, with almost no noises. I learned to be quiet when I borrowed those toys when mom was still with us. After that night, my need for cocks was anchored in my mind, and I almost daily played with my dildos until I found a man to play with… End of part one

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